It’s my party I’ll cry if I want to

For the past year and a bit I haven’t been to a birthday and not cried, birthdays are such a scary thing for me, people getting so excited about life is scary and then I feel bad for not getting as excited about life as other people do. It’s my birthday on Sunday and I was telling my psychiatrist how scared I was for it, and he told me the most comforting thing. He said, “Just see it as something you have to do and you don’t have to be overly happy it’s just a day but other people want to celebrate you so give them that chance.”

tumblr_njymxuXu6B1qb14s6o1_500My birthday wish for myself is to not forget that it’s okay to look after myself.


“She held herself until the sobs of the child inside subsided entirely. I love you, she told herself. It will all be okay.”
— H. Raven Rose

I’m back I think.

I don’t want this to be a fashion blog anymore although that being said I will still share shoot’s I find beautiful and inspiring. I want to write about life and what hurts and the people places and things that make my heart happy and share with you some of the music and quotes that help me get through my day.

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I was so lucky to be able to Intern for this talented designer when I lived in London a few years ago, here is her latest collection “The Fragment collection”

Photography: Nhu Xuan Hua
Styling: Aldene Johnson
Model: Mili Gáname Next Models
Makeup: Martina Lattanzi
Hair: Roger Cho
Photographer Assistant: Shawn Paul Tan
Retouching: Anne Sophie Auclerc

New year, New Journey

Once again I have taken a blog break, I promise I’m going to try and post more often. I started studying photography at City Varsity a few weeks ago and for the first time in a while I feel inspired to create, to be a good friend to people, to just in general be a better person. I’m currently working on my art history homework and thanks to Trevor I found this beautiful photo-set of holy men on India.


Photos by: Joey L


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